Our now..

Living today like it was your last day.. I feel like we hear that every day, from everyone but somehow we still don't do it.
We live our life regretting our choices from the past and /or not enjoying the present enough because we are worrying about tomorrow.

The bible says in Mathew 6:34
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

When this year began I have to be honest I had , have, high hopes for it. For what it meant in our life as a family, as business owners and in the spiritual sense. I wanted to do it all. Become amazing at every single thing in my list of goals.
Well it took less than a week for me to realize that I had to take it slow. That I had to enjoy the moments as the were happening and not worry so much about them being perfect.

If you know me you know I'm a total worry wart.. Not about them happening or not, I put my trust in God, but about them happening as I had planned, including every detail.

So I worry if step B will happen before step A even though I shouldn't, I know God has the perfect timing for them but the type A person that I am does worry....

Knowing all that I know will I, or we as a matter of fact, stop planning?
NEVER and I say that with certainty, but I have learned to love our now...

Just the two of us.. No kids, no pets and only putting our eyes on God.